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an ugly sacrifice

by sleepshore

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1.
good luck 02:48
why did you wanna try? did you think you'd get a lot from me too? no, you didn't see right no, i don't want to waste your time wish i could see right through your mind i've been waiting up for you just to taste enough why am i breaking through these tired eyes? what makes you sit back in denial? this obligation feels on trial all while i get my head back on straight thinking of the reasons i lie in wait complications bending me i know i'm gonna break this operations opened you but it's all been for your sake
2.
i don't do well in a crowd i wince if things get too loud i hate myself, can't be proud i thought you left me at home by myself i think i think too damn much just shut the door lock me up i've waited long for your touch no you're holding me down i know it's hard to see there's something broke in me i wish i could be free but this demon's holding me i could confide in myself if i wasn't so overwhelmed i think i put me through hell and there's no coming back i wish i wasn't unwell it hurts a lot and i know you can tell if i had a sould i could sell i wouldn't be able to give this curse away i know it's hard to see there's something broke in me i wish i could be free but this demon's holding me
3.
haunting me 04:22
i want my breath to smell like whiskey memories of wishing you would kiss me in the light of night, making sure you're alright wish i had a million reasons but i still have no fight i want long nights and short fights haunting the way i sleep through the course of my life i want day dreams and sad themes cursing me for walking out on the scene i'm left thinking of nothing but you proving right all the things you thought were true i'm a waste, i'm a mess, i'm not alright if i erased all our memories, i may just sleep at night
4.
wait for 02:33
you take what you give you're done being soft you wait for the end you're done being lost hold out for a friend you want to make sense on the receiving end live in the past tense
5.
i want to know what i'm here for losing sleep is just a fear for taking you out, words from my mouth never trusting what i'm lost with now im taking you around lift your feet up off the ground when there's no one there to care when the weight's too much to bear think of you when, dream of my sins lost in thought with what i'm caught with not much to offer from myself what i know is i can't stop myself now im taking you around lift your feet up off the ground when there's no one there to care when the weight's too much to bear
6.
throwaway 02:26
it's kind creepy just being alone felt more comfortable being on the phone i'm out of touch and i'm feeling like it shows you being close is just keeping me on my toes i'm kind lucky but i'm filled up with fear feel fucking weird and now i'm shedding a tear you're way up front and i'm just holding the rear feels like i'm dreaming just having you near here's why i'm shy don't want you to let go of me here's why i'm shy don't want you to let go of me
7.
i've got so much i can give but there's only so much that's left 'cause you know exactly how to take it all away no one knows that there ever was someone left who could make me buzz now it hurts just like this cut 'cause you know how to take it all away maybe you take pleasure leaving me here still entrapped after all these years calming down, now i'm off the beers but you take it all away tried to salvage what's left of me tried not to live in the memories you break me down, now i'm all disease so you take it all away
8.
who's gonna wait to see me again when i'm lost in the way i am in the end? no one knows what we're doing lost alone, the comfort has been proven make our home in the heart of our choosing i already know you're not one worth losing who's gonna know the way that i feel? on my way to find out what's real in my own kind of way i feel like i know what's behind the kind of things that you show no one knows what we're doing lost alone, the comfort has been proven make our home in the heart of our choosing i already know you're not one worth losing
9.
hold up it's not like the end of everything it's not like the things said when you were mean those don't mean anything let go but hold on to something that you know if you call me don't think it means anything i'm running out of friends don't know why they see me through this lens if i hold out it might not mean anything
10.
freeze frame 02:36
wait there's nothing left for me to say hey, i hope you have a really nice day hey, i caught you in a freeze frame i hope you figure out a way to run away hold out for someone else to make you new i can't be the only one, even if you choose takes a lot just to make my heart move for me there's just never been anything left to lose
11.
always on the mend wish i could have been there's nothing left to say 'cause it's always been this way
12.
who's to say what you've been feeling i cannot see where you have gone to, without me too there's just not enough time to see this through i've been hoping you would see this through there's no other way to hold you to the truth who's to say what i've been thinking there's just no other way of escaping i know the way your heart's been aching i've been hoping you would see this through there's no other way to hold you to the truth

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released June 10, 2023

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