1. |
I'm Fine
02:13
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I'm lost
I do this for fun
just because
not looking for approval
from anyone
there's only several ways
that i could ever change
and i won't do a single one
if you could ever change
than you would probably find
a place where you can stay the same
i've lost
my sense of self worth
i'm fine
it's just gonna hurt
you're looking for fun
don't look at me
if you wanna run
you could do that for free
there's only several ways
that i could ever change
and i wont do a single one
there's only several ways
that you could ever change
you'd probably find some fuckin fun
i've lost
all sense of self worth
i'm fine
this is probably gonna hurt
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2. |
OFF TRACK
03:18
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HIDING OFF TRACK IN A FIELD SOMEWHERE
I DONT THINK YOULL EVER FIND ME
LOSING MY MIND AND I JUST DONT CARE
WHY DIDNT YOU JUST SAY HI TO ME
YOU CAN HAUNT TOO
IF YOU WANT TO
I JUST DONT CARE
LOSING MY TRACK IN THE FROZEN AIR
IF YOU DONT MIND ME
STAY BEHIND ME
ILL CLEAR THE AIR
TEAR STREAM DOWN INTO YOUR HAIR
FENDING OFF DEMONS INSIDE MY HOME
IT TAKES A LOT OFF EFFORT TO FEEL ALONE
HAVING MY BACK IS A THING OF THE PAST
TRY TO MAKE FRIENDSHIPS THAT SEEMS LIKE THEYLL LAST
IF IM DIRTY
YOU CAN HURT ME
ITS ALL THE SAME
HAND UPON MY CHEST SO YOU FEEL THE PAIN
YOU KNOW WHAT STIRS ME
CAN'T REIMBURSE ME
I FEEL THAT PAIN
TRY TO HOLD IT ALL TOGETHER BUT ITS NOT THE SAME
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3. |
LET ME GO
04:08
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HOLDIN ON
SOMETHING FEELS SO WRONG
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR
SO LONG
THINKING THIS
MIGHT JUST GET OUTTA HAND
IVE BEEN MAKING OUT
MY PLAN
NOTHINGS CHANGED
IT STILL FEELS THE SAME
THERES NO POINT IN
LAYING CLAIM
HOLDING TRUE
NOTHING FEELS LIKE YOU
IVE BEEN TRYING TO
REPLACE
NOTHINGS REAL
IM JUST OUT TO STEAL
ALL THESE HAUNTINGS FOR
MY MEAL
HATE TO SAY
YOURE THE ONE WHOSE CHANGED
AND I THINK ILL BE
OKAY
BRINGING ON
SOMETHING THIS DAMN STRONG
IT COULD NEVER FEEL
SO WRONG
WHAT DID I DO
TO DESERVE THIS TRUTH
IVE BEEN HURTING
SINCE MY YOUTH
IM STILL HURTING LET ME GO
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4. |
a waste of time
02:40
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holding out for one
nothing is the same
found you in the swamp
choking on your brains
it's all nothing
until it's something
you broke me
i can't see
i can't see
it's all the waste of time
it's all a waste of time
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5. |
cracked on the head
01:57
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this is the last one that i've made for myself in quite a while
it's not the same as
being cracked on the head
in my bed
you've been asking where i've been
ive been wandering
and hoping
nothing's the same when i come back
i'm not scared
i'm just cracked
it's a long ways
from where i come from
i am moving
as fast as i can
it's not the same
as when i'm
laying in my bed
hoping my head clears
i hope my head clears
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6. |
SET FREE
04:00
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7. |
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no i can't do this the way
i thought i could
i was just taking actions
that i thought i should
how could you say those things things now
that you don't mean?
if you could see the place you're in
as more than a dream
how could i go wrong
waiting for so long
waiting by the phone
waiting all alone
history repeats itself more than it needs
how could i know that this would happen to me
self obsessed, and self depressed
rip apart the seams
lost with no one else but somehow
still feeling clean
hold me up just high enough
to see the past
lost alone in this world cannot
bring myself to laugh
hard enough on myself baby
with weakened knees
came enough to call me crazy
lost in the breeze
lost in the breeze
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8. |
the fall of it all
02:00
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this is the fall
of it all
i am thinking
but i don't recall
i'm not someone that you can leave behind
if you look back
just check your mind
im sure the memories still there
you just don't even care
this is the fall
of it all
i'm not waiting
for your call
i'm just looking
toward the future
and hoping
i don't trip and fall
this is the fall of it all
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9. |
the way that it ends
03:36
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caught out under a street light
and you caught me in my eyeline
surrounded by the beams tight
you elevate me to a new height
underneath
the grassy sheets
i nurse you up
like a swollen knee
i cant forget
all the things we'd see
for the very first time
what you said to me
oh no
i can't forget about the things that you used to let me know
ive thought about them for years and i have to let it go
i had to manny feelings that i could never show
i was to fucked up inside to ever let you know
its cold without you here
but i feel the separation clear
because now its been seven years
since you cut off your fucking ears oh no
whyd you have to leave this town
while i make endless rounds
thing about it from the night and day
feel like ive said all that i have to say
maybe im crazy
maybe im stuck in the haze
maybe you played me
maybe im filled up with rage
nothing that i say could make any difference
everything that i do is a misstep
everything that we did was a mistake
according to you i feel like its so fake
caught up in my head i need something differnt
to run around my brain and erase your old sent
i remember thinking you were from heaven
now ive gone from ten to fuckine eleven
drugs inside my brain im running the distance
trying to uncover the way that all this ends
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10. |
DON'T FORGET WHAT I SAID
04:32
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IF YOU WANTED TO
I WOULD WORK WITH YOU
I DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH
AND I BET YOU DO
LIKE IT'S SOMETHING ELSE
SET UPON A SHELF
IF IT'S WORTH IT NOW
COULD YOU SHOW ME HOW?
HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING
SOMETHING'S MORE THAN NOTHING
IT'S NOT THE SAME AS IT WAS
NOTHING FEELS THE SAME NOW
ALL I DO IS BLAME HOW
IT'S NOT THE SAME AS IT WAS
HOLDING ME IN PAIN
NOTHING FEELS THE SAME
I CANNOT LOSE THIS
NO I DON'T WANNA DO THIS
EVERYTHING FEELS OLD NOW
ALWAYS FEEL ASHAMED HOW
I CAN'T REMAIN HOW I WAS
SECOND GENESIS, I FEEL THIS
ALWAYS ON THE EDGE, I NEED THIS
ALWAYS FEELING BROKEN HEARTED
IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD
HOLDING ON TO MOMENTS
WORKED TO HARD TO FUCKIN LEAVE THIS
NOW YOU KNOW HOW BAD I NEED
DON'T FORGET WHAT I SAID
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11. |
here's to hoping
03:28
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ive been wasted
ive been tasted
off the edge
i think ill make it
if its not the same
as it once remains
ive been toking
ive been choking
rollercoaster
here's to hoping
if it once remains
it shall stay the same
youve been wandering
ive been squandering
all the things
we made and promised
if you cant remain
i wont stay the same
youve been taunting
youve been haunting
all the edges
of my wanting
if it can't remain
what a fucking shame
i will never get back all the things i once had
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12. |
this isn't you
04:17
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i guess this isn't you
couldn't guess what you've been through
by the way you're breaking seams
all this seems just like a dream
nothing more that i can do
to contain this hidden truth
of the things i could lose
you should know that i would
never choose you
i would never choose you
i guess this isn't me
parts you didn't need to see
if i live with this disease
then could you just promise me
all this pain is nothing else
than a version of myself
didn't think, didn't want, didn't hurt
in the way i thought that i would break
silly me
awake dreams
covered in sweat
like there's nothing left
haunting me
from all the things i see
to be free
seems like a dream to me
(why do i try)
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sleepshore Wheatfield, Indiana
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